Why is it that the only people who are updating tons are the psycho and his bitch?
Sorry, I'm in shock right now, and that was jsut the first thing that came into my head. It's the whole Rei-in-the-hospital scenario all over again, but it's worse, because Bryan actually did it to himself, and I feel like such an idiot because I was out training with Wyatt when I should've been at home...
Dammit. Did I kill someone in a past life? Forget that I tried to in this life for a second. Why is all this stuff happening to us? Why is all the trauma coming to affect us in particular? Are we being punished for something? If so, wasn't the Abbey enough? Why can't we live normal for a while? Well, scratch that last bit, but why can't we at least be safe? Why is it that every morning, I wake up wondering...who's going to die today? It's almost like it's the Abbey all over again, when every day at least three boys left our group and we never saw them again. Except they aren't dying this time, but every close call makes me more and more scared that next time, they will. And I can't help but wonder who it will be.
*sigh* By the end of the month, I swear I'll be so sick of hospitals, just passing one will be enough to mke me puke...but I need to see Bryan. I hope he's woken up by the time I get there. And I hope Rei and Tala don't kill me for turning my cell phone off.
Sorry, I'm in shock right now, and that was jsut the first thing that came into my head. It's the whole Rei-in-the-hospital scenario all over again, but it's worse, because Bryan actually did it to himself, and I feel like such an idiot because I was out training with Wyatt when I should've been at home...
Dammit. Did I kill someone in a past life? Forget that I tried to in this life for a second. Why is all this stuff happening to us? Why is all the trauma coming to affect us in particular? Are we being punished for something? If so, wasn't the Abbey enough? Why can't we live normal for a while? Well, scratch that last bit, but why can't we at least be safe? Why is it that every morning, I wake up wondering...who's going to die today? It's almost like it's the Abbey all over again, when every day at least three boys left our group and we never saw them again. Except they aren't dying this time, but every close call makes me more and more scared that next time, they will. And I can't help but wonder who it will be.
*sigh* By the end of the month, I swear I'll be so sick of hospitals, just passing one will be enough to mke me puke...but I need to see Bryan. I hope he's woken up by the time I get there. And I hope Rei and Tala don't kill me for turning my cell phone off.
- Current Mood:
Exhausted
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You can say what you want about me but keep your thoughts of my lover to yourself.
((Kai's overly tired right now, and he honestly didn't mean that offensively, it really was just the first thought that hit him. He's lost most of his hatred for Brooklyn, and he never hated King in the first place, at least, not after he forgave him for beating him on the beach in season two XD))
((*snicker* Well, Brookie's pissed. He gotten real protective since meeting King's family.))
((And Kaikai's quickly going from stressed to pissed as well. Should I add in his thought pattern here? It's something along the lines of, "Dammit, Bryan's in the hospital, and this complete and utter ASSHOLE won't do me a favor and SHUT THE FUCKING HELL UP!" XD))
And Kai? No harm done. In fact I'm quite amused. I'm a bitch, yo.
Well, I'm not sure what happened, but just hang in there and you'll all pull through yeah?
[Sorry about the too-many updates on King's journal and the too-many Brooklyn/King RPs. I was bored.]
And yes, you're a bitch, no one's arguing there. *tired smirk*
And thanks, I just wish I could forget what's going on for a little bit...I'm sure Tala could do with that for a short time too. Hell, our whole team needs a vacation, we need to be able to go someplace where even if it's jsut for a week, we can forget about all this shit and act like a bunch of idiots.
...
On the condition that nobody will no who we are.
IC: -_- Stay away from me. I still haven't recovered from the last time you said that, when we went out and got drunk, and then you convinced me to star in our own home-made porn movies. I'm still not sure if Ian gave them all up so I could burn them...